Be Strong Enough To Stand Alone... Prayer... 2-4-13

Susan Spicer Mason

My Most Amazing God,
Today I come to You face down in Your lap, but instead of asking why like I have done for years, I am asking for strength and honor and trust in You to have every second of every day under control for all of us... We have boots coming home and boots going out... We have boots on the move.. We have boots waiting on their newest little boot babies to arrive... We would not survive all of the struggles we go through if we did not have this hive and we would not have this hive if it were not for You.. You continue to hold us up, calm our fears, keep us together, and to keep us looking toward You with every breath we take... My life changed in ways I could have never imagined when I became tangled up with the bEEs I share this hive with.... I have learned how to pray to You like a big girl... I know I say that every time here lately but those that know me, know what an achievement that is... Lord, we have so very much going on and the only way we are going to get where we need to be is to keep our hearts and our hopes in You... I'm not sure why I picked the photo I did and why I seem to keep repeating myself, but I prayed for You to guide me before I ever started this prayer and suddenly I feel like this is more of a message to my bEEs, from me, while holding Your hand... My promise to you bEEs is that not a minute goes by that I am not laughing, crying, worrying, celebrating, giving thanks, and praying with my whole heart and soul for all of you.... I keep saying how much all of you have blessed my life and I will forever give thanks for us... There are times when we come here because there is not another place on earth we could be comforted like we are here... It has become an amazing bond... On a personal level I would ask for prayers for my KimberlEE (SassEEbEE) as we become increasingly frustrated with the tug of war drs here created with her dr in St Louis when she was in the hospital... We had to find out today from St Louis that they requested Kim to be transported to them and were met with refusal from the drs here... We also learned that her counts had dropped so dangerously low in a 24 hr period that the next message they expected from the hospital was that they had lost her because these drs did absolutely nothing as her BP and pulse became unacceptably low... She is still here because of prayer warriors like you... I know we had prayers going everywhere, but I have the most faith in the power of this hive... I see miracles on a daily basis right here... The latest apparently is my child.... Thank you bEEs.... I love all of you so crazy much... I will never be able to say thank you enough to this hive and to our awesome God..... All of these things I bring before God and I ask these things in His Most Holy Name.... Amen :)