There was NEVER a dull moment with you.. Not ever... Wow, I don't understand Manthy, but please know you will be missed, and you are loved... Sometimes this old world just gets the best of us... My heart is broken that it got to you... You were one of my kids... You lived with us for too many years to ever feel any other way... Stephanie for some reason adopted you when you two were only 9 yrs old... Who knew it was just the start of us never being the same.. I know ViseRoy and Possum were waiting at the Rainbow Bridge for you.. So was Penny Ruth... So was your Uncle Carl... I have had many dreams involving you these last several months... Most of the time we are just doing something but in one of the last dreams I asked you if you were an angel... You smiled at me and simply said, "YES.." I miss you Manthy... You were a crazy kid and always good for a laugh... I'm sorry things ended the way they did... You truly deserved a chance to do better... I will see you again someday...
So, at the constant urging of my oldest child, and the pretty consistent urging of the other two, added to the many friends that think I am a fool for not telling my story, I shall start this journey.. This is absolutely only the beginning.. Much of what I will add won't be my own words.. I love to share things that inspire me and this will be where I will do that.. My life has been blessed.. I will try to concentrate on that and leave the painful memories for the dusty archives of my heart..
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